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  • sneaks in here.

    things have been mostly down, not up. it's been a long time since I've been here but I meant to come back sooner, it's just that everything being really draining has left me pulling knives instead of spoons for everything.

    partner got on meds for their ADHD recently so big win there, but we're still figuring out everything that will help them. it's at least a good step! I've gotten back into self-hosting, after coasting on what I had on my server for a while. planning to try out some new services, hopefully installing something for books so I can throw a bunch on my server and not worry about losing access to them. also maybe a new dashboard, though I kind of like the one I have.

    coping with the world is hard right now, more than usual. but Susan Crawford won the race on the supreme court, and I'm happy about that at least.

    been playing a lot of video games too. mostly hoyoverse games but Fields of Mistria and Disco Elysium (I just started it) are also calling to me.

    I hope everyone has a bright spot in their week!

  • I'm feeling very ready to leave the country. On one hand, I know it's an anxiety attack, but on the other hand, it's no measure of mental health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.

    I'm so tired, beeple.

  • Worked almost 40 hours for spring break. As much as I hate working during my break, I think it's ultimately a blessing: I'm getting out of an internship that I don't like sooner rather than later.

    Now it's back to the grind. Somehow got most of this week's assignments done already, but I know a couple of things that will kick my butt later this week. Hopefully it doesn't mess with me too much.

    I want to get ahead and work on outside projects because I know I can't rely on my current program to help me get into my career. And I'd like to network more with the local community, but I gotta plan ahead and manage my time better, haha... Things are just rough right now with two jobs.

    There are a lot of worries piling up in my head right now. I think I need to rest.

  • As I previously told, I decided to RMA my netbook server's SSD and send it to Denmark for repair. In the meantime, I put the server's original HDD back, installed Ubuntu Server and now it runs several other things, except for NextCloud. It clearly looks like the laptop's SATA port isn't at fault, as the laptop's been running for over a week with no interruptions and errors whatsoever.

    What else? I may try to code several of my Angular projects.

  • My ass needs a nap 3/4 of the day, every* day. I guess I need to be a cat. I'd also be ok with the 15 year lifespan.

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