Marcus Cole in Babylon 5 had a line that stuck with me:
I used to think it was awful that life was so unfair. Then I thought, 'wouldn't it be much worse if life were fair, and all the terrible things that happen to us come because we actually deserve them?' So now I take great comfort in the general hostility and unfairness of the universe.
Smh, that's because he needed to test you, obviously. Why did an all-knowing god need to test you? Uhh... stop thinking about it and just fear him already.
There are entire libraries full of books written by true believers trying to understand why bad things happen to good people.
I've not read any of those books, but I do know that the arguments are more complicated than, he just wants to fuck with us.
The truth is even more complicated, what with life being a confusing mix of cause and effect and random happenstance.none of it having any meaning beyond what we assign it.
Some people would rather write libraries worth of books than confront that truth. Which is sad in a way.
But remember God has a plan. So does he plan for me to commit sin and thus his punishment is in itself planned, which just seems mean and unnecessary... Or did I go against his plan when I sinned and now has to punish me, and if that is the case he seems quite fallible.
So god is either mean or fallible, which to me seems like a god not worth worshipping.
I am probably just overthinking this and need sleep.
I don't think you're overthinking it, if an all powerful and all knowing god exists, I don't see how it could be good. And I certainly wouldn't want to worship it.
Same thing with big accidents, the one survivor thanks god for a miraculous rescue but nobody acknowledges the implied "god watched the other 50 people on that bus die brutally and didn't care"
The implicit assumption is that they must have done something to deserve it. And if that's not the case, pick any one from the list of other excuses Christians come up with to justify their beliefs in the wake of tragedy:
God needed their souls in heaven for a higher purpose.
It was their time.
God took them as a test of our faith.
They're in a better place now.
It was the work of the devil that caused the accident.