If you couldn't stomach eating meat if you had to butcher it yourself you shouldn't get to eat meat

Also slaughtering animals is fun. I remember i used to pop the head off chickens (used the two block method) and it was a really nice bonding experience with my dad when i was a little boy.

It was probably the most proud ive ever been when i first ate a chicken that i named, raised, killed, gutted and defeathered.

It gave me a very deep understanding of how flesh works. I really love that i am also made of organs. My organs are intact and inside which i am grateful for every day. Sometimes i look at my belly and imagine pulling out my guts, and there is something wierdly satisfying about it.

Agriculture is a very wholesome thing and i woukd recomend slaughtering an animal to anyone.

Also - cutting down a tree can be humbling, and is surprisingly easy. Id put it in the same category as slaughtering an animal. A lot of your stuff is made of wood, and theres no reason you cant learn the process.

If you want to slaughter an animal, then there are lots of farmers willing to pay you! Id recomend not working at some industrial slaughter house, although it does seem metal as fuck.