You seem troubled, everything ok at home? Struggling with anything. If you need to talk dude I'm around. The way you are acting and responding to people is not a normal emotional response.
If ya need to chat hit up my dms, don't suffer alone.
You seem worked up. I'll leave you be. Reach out to someone. You don't sound well, take that first step to get help. I wish you well on your journey and I hope you find the peace you so obviously need.