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Time goes by so fast I often don't know what time it is . I want to discuss getting tested for ADHD with my therapist but I feel it's going to be the usual saying that I don't know everything about this topic. Even with passionate interest I'm finding it hard to focus on one thing without forgetting about it entirely or getting on track a few hours later. Even if I break things down into small parts, try setting alarms I still find it hard. Doesn't help that am hyperactive most of the time, I feel like I constantly have to stim.
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Getting a binder soon and Ive been working out more
However I'm worried about not getting enough B12 or protein. Ik it's not worth it since am eating beans and tofu about everyday but the thoughts keep coming back.
I wrote a mediocre poem , idk if anyone would read it though, it's not pure garbage but it's not great (at least I think?) . poem below
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To change is to transgress
Whether by clothes , pronouns , hormones, surgery or a mix of all 4
Being trans is to challenge the means of what is socially/politically accepted
You refuse to engage in cishet normativity
Saying no to the 'idea' of 'biological sex' and 'biological gender'
Experiences of rejection and hate by entire political parties such as Labor or Democrat , even ones who like you are trans radicalize you
How could you support a system that wants you dead?
You no longer see the purpose of electoral politics
read theory, unionizing the workplace, practicing boycott, divestments and sanctions as well organizing with your fellow proles
. cw discussion of dysphoria and medical gatekeeping
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_this week going good then I remember my period is Friday. will feel like shit, wanting to rip my uterus out .am glad I ordered T online , i won't have to be on a waitlist
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am so bad w time
. More below ::: spoiler spoiler Time goes by so fast I often don't know what time it is . I want to discuss getting tested for ADHD with my therapist but I feel it's going to be the usual saying that I don't know everything about this topic. Even with passionate interest I'm finding it hard to focus on one thing without forgetting about it entirely or getting on track a few hours later. Even if I break things down into small parts, try setting alarms I still find it hard. Doesn't help that am hyperactive most of the time, I feel like I constantly have to stim. :::