extremely valid reaction. there's an old man on tiktok that's been slowly reading it, spoiler free, he's an absolute casca-head, and he is almost to the eclipse. i am genuinely afraid for this stranger's mental health.
I saw the movie trilogy first and was still upset when I got to it in the comic. Honestly wish I could have gone into it completely blank but then again, it may have felt even worse lmao
I'm just bummed Muria died just as we got to having Casca's mind restored. He said we were about 3/5ths of the way through. We were going to see Guts and Casca reunited to take out Griffith.