I'm miserable. I'm seriously hoping that my happy pills will start putting in some work soon, because I haven't been able to eat or sleep for two weeks now. I do have a doctor's appointment tomorrow, so I'll hopefully be able to get some answers to stuff that's been bothering me.
Let me know if I can help. I think I wrestle with some such matters myself. I struggle with thinking that I'm attractive; I cannot just destroy or ignore my own subconscious ideals, and my own face simply doesn't fit a couple major ones... So maybe you're making more progress than me and I should change that initial statement to, "Let me know [what you're doing]!"
Not sure I have much in the way of beneficial advice right now. I'm just doing my best to work toward being pretty while also trying not to compare myself to other people. 🥹