I am completely friendless. I don't even gave Internet friends. I dont have a family to spend it with either. I had a dog that was my everything. But she got old and died as we all do.
Sorry you're going through that bud. To us that have few or no friends, the holidays can be a very depressing time of the year. But, in time, if you put in the effort, you can make friends or at the very least, make the most of what you have.
Hopefully this doesn't sound too conceited, but I truly hope you find happiness my friend.