Realizations about my transition and just feeling hopeless
I think part of my hopelessness is that I am realizing hrt has not done anything to my face, I figured this out since I am still pretty recognizable. the only thing hrt has done for me is give me boobs, which usually results in hey dead name, you should loose some weight when i am recognized in public. I just feel hopeless and I want this nightmare to end.
It is important to accept that you are born male and will always be biologically male. Hormones will not make you female, nor will surgery, whether you like it or not you will always be a man, even if you look exactly like a real woman.