What is the point of spending all this time trying to undo the damage caused by 20 years of "help" if I'm never going to escape the past and live a real life?
What is the point of spending all this time trying to undo the damage caused by 20 years of "help" if I'm never going to escape the past and live a real life?
I think I should cut my losses. If I accomplish anything, the stupid reason why I deserved to be abused for 20 years would be why. It'll also be why I didn't accomplish anything. I should have just died at birth like I was going to. Why did you interfere with god's plan and force me in a lifetime of suffering? What is the point? Some dying babies deserve to die and I'm proof of that.