I don't know who this guy is but don't beat yourself up about it. There are so many YouTubers with decent content but problematic personalities/tendencies. It would be a full time job just to keep up with who is actually a dirtbag in disguise. Obviously we shouldn't be supporting these creators once we find out they suck, but you shouldn't be expected to research the creator of every video you find interesting.
Wasn't saying anything about you, just this guy irks me with the way he documents his trips while doing some nasty shit behind the cameras. Its hard to know all the time who the person really is behind the fame so don't feel bad or anything please.