For me it's gotta be my shaky hands. I don't know why they're so shaky but it makes typing hard and I have to take pictures multiple times to get one not blurry. Super frustrating!
I had a coworker who had this. She is young, in her 30s, and she had (and still has, but I don't see her anymore) what's called an essential tremor. It's totally benign and harmless with no known cause, but it's mostly seen in old people. Young people can definitely have it, but it just seems to be significantly less common.
It was never super obvious that she had it as hers was pretty mild. But if you watched her work closely, you would notice it. Or when she would try to show me something under the microscope, I would notice because she couldn't keep the slide still and everything would be wiggling.
She was absolutely more than capable of doing her job with it though. It just made it seem like she had a bit too much coffee lol. Maybe there might be people out there with a tremor that have tips for some of the tasks that frustrate you like picture taking.
Purely anecdotal, and with the caveat that I don't know shit about fuck, but I have a friend who is passively shaky, and it's because he was on steroids for asthma, as he had it really bad when he was younger.
Watching him pack a bowl these days is stressful...
Nope, don't think so. If you're really curious, I take a couple antidepressants - aripiprazole and desipramine - lithium, and I'll often have weed and alcohol. That's about it for substances.
Treatment resistant depression, they've tried a whole mess of drugs on me over the years lol. This prompted me to message my doctor though, so thanks! Maybe I won't just have to suck it up and deal with this
What antis have you tried? The other thing I was going to mention was what's your sleep deal?
Do you go to sleep roughly and get up at the same time everyday and expose your eyes to bright light? Avoid bright + blue light in the evening? That was a big thing for me that I think a lot of people are doing incorrectly but obviously depression is a multi-headed beast more often than not.
Circadian rhythm and sleep are criminally underexamined areas
Off the top of my head they've tried me with duloxetine, mirtazapine, venlafaxine, sertraline, vilazodone, bupropion, and I've done TMS and ECT. I do go to bed around the same time and get up at the same time, I'm bad at avoiding blue light beforehand though, I could do better there.
activate whatever the implementation of orange light at night is. On iOS its called NightShift where it turns screen orange at certain time in evening and back to blue in morning at time you specify.
Have it set to dark mode at a certain time (try 5-6 hours before bedtime) and off when you get up. It makes everything dark or black rather than white in terms of display backgrounds. I always used Reddit and Lemmy in Black and a lot of apps can use the system setting so everythung is consistent
Keep the brightness as low as you can tolerate. Brightness is more important than anything but you really need to do all three things. I just reminded myself to turn it down now aha. No wonder I was feeling overstimulated just now :)
Message me now iust real quick and we'll catch up in a few days