"Every moment I spend with you, I wish time would stand still so I could enjoy the moment for eternity. I feel hollow and dull when I spend a day without you. My heart buckles when you weep and surges when you laugh. When you smile at me, I float. Your disappointment makes me sink through the floor. My mind races when you don't respond, only to clear once you do. I adore you 💗"
That's so sweet! I'm glad she cares about me, but I'm sure it doesn't mean anything deeper. People don't feel this way about me.
I think you did great tbh! 10/10 teenage me would absolutely 100% never had any idea you were into them. But I also didn't figure out I was asexual until my mid twenties so idk if I can really count as a data point lol.