I'm very introverted, so loneliness was usually not a big problem for me. But now I feel like I just need some more people to talk to. Just something else to do besides work.
You can always check the modlog for recent bans and post/comment removals. They don't even have to be recent if you know the username. If you're viewing from hexbear, the link is always at the bottom of the page (the link in the sidebar is strangely unreliable). It works like this for a lot of instances but not all. You can probably do it there from your lemmy.ml account, but it might show different recent activity, since it's a different instance.
lol I mean weakness allows them to flourish though right? I’m assuming Im older and know a bit more about life than you do, trust me you’re better than them but don’t be a helpless person if you can help it, that’s only one step above them