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People can be really shit and I'm so sorry kids were awful to you growing up. That's horrific.
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Try to find your passions. A coed sport league (anything - football, darts, bowling, doesn't matter what), board games, art, take a class in music or photography whatever interests you. This will get you around others that SHARE that interest and voila a subject to talk about in common.
Humans want to connect. Maybe you just make some acquaintances, maybe more. Either way you can't find connections isolated online.
Good luck, I hope you find your tribe and a happier life. Truly, good luck.
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People can be really shit and I'm so sorry kids were awful to you growing up. That's horrific.
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Try to find your passions. A coed sport league (anything - football, darts, bowling, doesn't), board games, art, take a class in music or photography whatever interests you. This will get you around others that SHARE that interest and voila a subject to talk about in common.
Humans want to connect. Maybe you just make some acquaintances, maybe more. Either way you can't find connections isolated online.
Good luck, I hope you find your tribe and a happier life. Truly, good luck.