Djfok43 @ Djfok43 @lemmy.world Posts 4Comments 26Joined 5 days ago
The mod didn't like it.
Honestly, I suspect it might also have something to do with the specific board and thread I would frequent. That kind of makes it all the more messed up. If I had known this would or could happen I would've just stopped going there. But now that I think about it, it's probably the reason I got permabanned, by some power tripping mod from there.
Well, I guess one of the things stopping me from that is that it took me 24 years just to meet a single person like that.
The other thing is that I wasn't good enough for him so why would I be good enough for someone else like him?
The third is that I'm older now, so I'm "less desirable" although idk if I ever was desirable based on my experiences. Either earth is actual hell or i am significantly defective in some way(s)
They are able to be "fake nice" if that counts as warming up. Honestly I can't put up with their blunt, callous, rude and egotistical behaviour for long enough to get to anything "more". Like what more could there be with someone like that? Most people I know here have many acquaintances but not really any true close friends. Not to mention the stories I hear about friend group drama and cheating. Like really I'd rather stay away from all of this. Also in the culture here it's very common for the woman to be as fake as possible and try to be a golddigger for some really gross guy. It's especially cringe because they all dress and do their hair in the exact same way which I think is tacky af. They're just very vain and I feel so uncomfortable around them because I can tell they're "sizing me up" and view me as beneath them cause I don't wear high heels 24/7, and spend my entire paycheck on extensions, fake nails and the newest iphone. I'm sure there are exceptions, and it MIGHT be possible to find someone nice, who isn't extremely racist, but I don't think I can endure the pile of crap that I have to sift through to find that. I think most people who wanted a brighter future left this place long ago. I genuinely have no idea why anyone would stay here, unless they're ignorant af. The constant smoking, pollution, aggression, toxic masculinity.. they call any woman over the age of like 23 an "auntie" (a special derogatory word for it) and this is unironically. Men here absolutely despise women and treat them like garbage for the most part. I'm sorry but this place is a literal shithole and I feel like most people who disagree are lying to themselves. Not to mention most people get extremely defensive (and aggressive) if you dare say anything bad about the country online, and I feel like that says a lot too. The overall mentality of people here is the same in every aspect of life. They can't accept feedback, they can't view things from others perspectives. It's just their way or the highway. Also they immediately resort to aggression or violence for pretty much anything. Sorry this turned into a vent. The only good thing about living here is that I don't have to worry about paying rent, which takes a lot of pressure off of me, but there is nothing else enjoyable about it.
Honestly I really did try to use discord. I tried searching up so many different communities for my interests and they just aren't active at all. They maybe have like 5-10 active users and they're all significantly younger than me. I feel like I'm just cursed.
Interesting. I presume for the average adult this wouldn't really be an issue, unless they are switching job or working some kind of job with variable income. Unrelated question- do you like living in Norway?
I mean what am I supposed to do?
Disconnect between me and others? As I said others like him too so there's no disconnect there
banned 4 Naruto
Rood
banned for buying a pass
also rood
Tbh, I think I had to be banned to stop using it. So maybe it's a good thing, and I can lie to myself and pretend the moderators really care about me and want me to be happy and that's why they banned me .