Because i am wondered that how some individuals lived so long by puttibg faith on god and why don't i deserve it.
When did this world started to become so much corrupt and why didn't god prevented that corruption at its root ?
I can care about my life but nothing gonna change than i become a mental. So believing in god and following bible is much better in this useless life i think.
Because i think i have to specify a number to indicate the age i mean. For you may i edit it to 300 - 900 ?
The answer is fear... as long as i become a good person others are trying to control me and treat me like a slave. This leads me to fear about facing the next day. Also how can i be excited and energetic when i know that tomorrow is going to be a shit like today.
As you said i consumed alot like youtube videos that give insights about god, but at the end they poat something like what god predicted about election, this is what god said about the future of india, god and aliens are relatives,etc... this like shi* videos broke all my confidence that am consuming the correct content in one second.
God provided me food and others clothes to wear (given by someone that they used or not fit for them). My mom always says that god feeds us in our poverty. If we pray to god he will give anything we want. Then she force me to go to college and get a degree certificate and say surviving in this world without a job is impossible.
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Why i have to spread it ? Isn't already everyone affected. And i am sick of it and the reality of life. That's it.
But in bible they were many peoples lived more than 200 years by praising and following god. Before jesus christ were born.
Why would you personally advise against that ? When it comes to asking a member about this i am too confused to ask whom ? Everyone is manipulated and only thinking and standing in their own church beliefs. From my previous experience i saw a urge from them to join me in their church instead a honest answer. If the anawer is too cimplex then they will make fun of me. For now, i am staying away from church's but somewhat reading bibles written by them. Atlast everything is complex and hard to stay in believe. Without belief i can't live tho...
Am just confused and feeling down. Lost hope. Feeling like a slave and how good i behave to others, they will always treat me shi*. Am not done anything sinful then why the suffering and when will god arrive to save me!
Why would we have to live like a slave and work hard for living a meaningless life ?