Sure! Here's an MMO without many series-defining features that you can add in iteratively throughout the game's lifespan to someday become a complete and compelling product! Then, you can shut it down and do it again!
I've been loving Rematch. This kind of team game reveals that, at least to some people, positivity and learning through mistakes will make a team stronger than negativity and shouting. Most of my games have been amazing, and the angry players seldom win. I always hit left dpad early on to get the ball rolling.
The coolest part is that if your internet goes down and windows can't tell, your start menu will either never open or never have contents. It becomes completely useless. Fun!
Pro 2 is symmetrical. Looks like a SNES controller with handles. The ergonomics of it are very different between it and the ultimate, and I prefer the pro 2 by a lot, but they are both good controllers.
I'm personally a fan of the pro 2. I find it to be the most comfortable controller I own. Their QC does seem lacking for the hall effect sensor version though, I had to set up a small dead zone because it idled with a little bit of input. Still a smaller deadzone than a non hall effect, but I wanted to make note of it.
Months back, I submitted a support ticket asking if they had any plans to support a d-input mode with both analog triggers and gyroscope inputs enabled, like the steam-licensed controller that just came out at the time did. They said they had no plans, but they'd forward the question. I wonder if this is a result of that. Would be cool if they also started reporting the back paddles as separate inputs as well, but I didn't include that in the ticket.
I always figured there are people similar to me on the other side of the dating aisle but I never expected to read a post that could mostly have feasibly been written by me, just with the gender swapped. I don't do the AI S/O stuff, but its only really because I set up a "not allowed" barrier in my brain for it. I feel the same way you do about feeling guilt from potentially stealing someone from the dating pool or stealing a better future from the hypothetical person I'd then be with.
It's always easier to comment on others situations than to act on my own, so I'll go ahead and with you luck with your journey. It may not always feel like it, but you have so much time still in the world to experience and learn so many cool things and, if you wish it, share them with someone else special to you. I'm glad you've started talking to a professional, and while I probably won't recognize your username moving forward or anything (bad memory), in this moment I'm really rooting for ya.
My best guess is the "peaceful world we anchored" bit