When I'm around new people who I've introduced myself as my chosen name to, I feel comfortable and amazing and more able to be myself. But when I'm around people I already knew before beginning this journey, I feel this weird tension and I'm not sure what to make of it.

If I were to ever look at myself in the mirror and see a pretty person, I'm not sure if I'd have the emotional bandwidth to be able to control what happened next.

Transgendertrans

Holy shit this is the best bit of all time

I love almost all of them

Omg I love those

It took me wayyyy too long to realize why there were no new posts in the mega every time I have refreshed today

It has been way too long since I've blessed my existence with some Tracy Chapman, god damn. You never know what you're missing until you have it. This girl is in heaven

I 100% would still be calling myself cis if it wasn't for this place. I love the people here sooooo much

All I can think about right now is estrogen and how much I want it in me. I was supposed to be on my way to getting scheduled for an HRT consultation, which they said would probably be in January, but it's been several weeks and I haven't heard anything from them. I don't even have an appointment scheduled.

Now with recent events considered, I'm questioning whether or not I should just do DIY. The issue is I'm scared of messing something up and much prefer having a doctor help me out.

I want the emotional range so bad

Huh. I actually feel gay. That's a new one. It's hard to describe since literally nothing's changed except the word lesbian feels right now. I don't have to be jealous of lesbians anymore!

I had someone I've never talked to visibly confused on what pronouns to use for me. Is it literally just the longer hair???

I got told one time that I'd be a cute girl if I was one and that did something to me. It's impressive how long I was able to hold out before realizing my transness

I don't get it

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poo poo

I'm looking up at the mirror on my bedroom door and I see a girl on her bed. It's freaking me out a bit but in a good way. This same human I've become so acquainted with seeing, I'm actually successfully conceptualizing her as a woman without going "ughghg but I look like a guy." This is so bizarre, but sooooooo cool

To be fair the actual discussion did start with what was essentially a nvm lol

I can nvm lol the original nvm lol if that counts