I truly love you guys

Life is so bad right now. Everything is fucking awful. But things could have been a lot more awful. I posted on here last night begging for someone to talk me into taking my psych meds and someone did it. They even worked with the stupid parameters mentally ill me set up for myself. I never expected anybody to send me money for cigarettes. But that pack of smokes got me back on my anti-psychotics

I really don't know what I'd do without you guys. When this website is down, it is genuinely painful. I understand why the site goes down, it has to happen, but I look forward to seeing the Hexbear front page than I do for anything else in my life. I hate to imagine how much worse things would have been in my life over the past few years without Hexbear. People on here have shown up for me more than anybody else. Thank you guys so much