I can learn to do new stuff, even complicated tasks, in a very short time. Problem is, after I learn the basics and become mediocre at it, I won't improve further. No idea how to better myself even after years I've been doing that thing.
maybe if you take some vaccines to raise your autism stat that'll help, then the hyperfocus on special interests will give you the best of both worlds at the cost of being unable to restrain yourself from calling most people apathetic monsters.