Sometimes it's writing or trying to make things or taking a step back and simply taking stock of things for me. Putting my stuff into more perspective sometimes help make it less overwhelming and scattered about.
I keep wanting to think this is a typo, but the very end tells me it really isn't. I suppose they may have a similar cadence to some styles of podcast or the like, so makes a sort of sense.
I wish it was a typo, pretty depressing but a habit I have now. I also listen to podcasts like Socialism the podcast and investigative journalism such as ripple, alphabet boys but they come out in series format and aren't very uplifting either 🥲