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Boynomoder [she/her, pup/pup's] @ Boynomoder @hexbear.net Posts 0Comments 26Joined 2 mo. ago
Entertain me
I just mean it’s harder to hang out with friends on discord and stuff now
I have a similar mood except it’s from moving timezones
but brown, blondes are overrated
I don't want to play act at being a girl and that's what it feels like I'd be doing if I tried to socially transition in the state I'm in.
I feel like this fear has paralyzed me for so long and I don’t know if anything will be good enough for my brain
Idk if I’d describe the feeling as “fireworks” tbh It’s just overwhelming and embarrassing
It’s weird that I am whole-ass married when kissing still flusters me
I've had multiple women flirt with me first (and express explicit interest in kissing/hooking up) and when I escalate to kiss them, they start giggling, pull back, and keep saying how nervous/shy they are.
This is me and I’m married
Weird how?
Should I actually look at myself in the mirror?
No, it means like “what’s up”…it’s like my catchphrase
What’s beeping
…why would it be a bit?
I’ve been married for a week; when do I start to hate my wife?