I get the privilege of working every nye so i dont lose my appartment. No I dont get holiday pay. Id rather drink with my friends.

Its easier to fall asleep in bed, while fishing in stardew valley.

Id say give the southern reach trilogy by Jeff vandermeer a read. Fits right in with the other recomendations.

But if we were really serious about sustainability, wouldnt it be better to not get more of the world hooked and fossil fuels in that way.

Which is not me saying everyone should be driving EVs, because fuck cars.

I think saudi Arabia moving away from fossil fuels isnt really true considering their (ODSP) is a plan to hook the 3rd world on said fossil fuels.

Shots of Tequila.

Edit: i dont feel great today..

I.. We did it.Got the 666th.. ground rumbles, and ruptures bringing forth the second comming of the year of the linux desktop

I pirate all games unless they're indy titles( which is what i usually play) It's also very ethical and morally good to pirate.

Love my ergo, only way my mucked up hands can even use the computer anymore.

im sorry to hear people are making threats to your life, and I wish for you and your family's safety. Your posts bring me joy, and its always weird to me how much more hostile other places on the internet can be. Glad we have our niche space to be able to talk more freely.

With that said, I'm enjoying life right now almost everything in my personal life is moving in a positive direction. (Aside from dating, and anxiety from the general state of the world💀💀🤣)

I haven't been active lately and have missed your fitness threads, but I'm working hard and can now bench and squat more then i weigh. Aswell as really focusing on cardio, i wake up early and get half an hour of jump roping in(since it's to dangerous to run with the traffic here) before i get my day started.

Also started drawing again in an attempt to work my way back up to being able to finish this picture which is just some weird self destructive teddy bear, that i spent many 10s of hours on for a person who doesnt even want to talk to me anymore. It'd still be nice to finish though.

Sometimes it's hard to get over having a baby's palate when you grow up in the west.

Ill do what I always do, vote third party. Not that i think itll do litterally anything, i just hope one day enough people do it so we can atleast get some funding for a third party.

Voting is pretty pointless though, I'm going to try and pay as little attention as possible to the contest of warcriminal ghouls as I can. Maybe we'll luck out and have some of those octogenarian creeps die. Atleast then I can have some brief feeling of satisfaction before the world kicks my shit back in.

Feels bad ( if not alittle freeing ) to know you dont actually have a choice in this clown show, and would be just as well off using your political capital shit posting on the internet, or better yet do some irl praxis.

I'd say im reasonably attractive, fit, and good at casual conversation(i dont think these things but thats probably just the depression making me be down on myself)...

BUT everytime.. litterally every single time i ask someone out, I shove my foot in my mouth so hard I feel like i need to apologize for how awkward it is.. It kind of hurts. Not them saying no, but the fact that I know if i didnt have a crush on the person I could do it without batting an eye.

Aswell as the fact that i live in the country but am also surrounded by hallow capitalist suburbia, that doesnt offer many opportunities to make any sort of meaningful connection with people.

But In the end as long as I keep going ill keep trying, and maybe ill get lucky or already have a close enough connection to were it wont matter.

For videos critical of Israel and the IOF.

Its jt from second thought

We have until 2029, and we're still going the wrong way. Its also not just boomers plenty of other shitty people in other age groups.

Unfortunately nebula has started blacklisting creators they dont agree with, just cancelled my 2 year sub to them because they deleted second thoughts channels. Who was the sole reason I paid for that sub.

Is 545.29 available yet? I need that nightlight. Ive seen its been almost two years for them to get that working so far.

That's a very fine line to walk.

As propaghandi once said "ska sucks"

The more effort or emotional energy i put into something the more stressed out I get over it. I leads to me never starting or finishing anything out of the fear of it not being good enough for myself or others. Whether it be finishing a picture i'd spent months on(which has been sitting unfinished for just as long now) or asking out this really cute girl that im quite sure likes me.