im starting high school in less than a month. :')

T>T yeah..Im not allowed to have anything to do with the internet besides use a guest acc on youtube (also including the netflix and disney+ account i have (even the disney+ has a pg13 setting on it). besides my computer (which i use a school loaner computer (what im using right now) is controlled by the online school i go too and they can see everything i do on it)) i have nothing but a ps4 acc which has parental controls. Which im sure is now understandable why i have secret email acc i made (which didnt require a phone number) TwT Another reason i lost access to internet back in 2021 is because i did RP with these 2 girls as well and my mom insisted was inappropriate chatting (it was not and was never EVER 18+) but she had refused to listen to my 'excuses' saying it would get me into more trouble. T>T since then ive never been able to talk with anyone other then my classmates which i wouldnt do because they honestly were mean and my teacher whoever that would of been + my family T-T

No, the Microsoft acc i have is linked under the secret email acc (is not a google acc) i have. :) Also, the reason is because i used to have 2 online friends i talked too and my family refused to believe any of the proof i had that those 2 girls were who they said they were. I had talked to the girls for almost a year and had multiple interactions that they were who they said they were, my mother just wouldnt listen. (the 3 of us never meet up irl but talked through discord and tiktok and they had over 50+ tiktoks showing they were who they said they were as well as they did live videos with their faces) (this happened back in 2021) and ive not had a phone or access to the internet since. (im home schooled so thats why i resorted to online friends) T>T