Usually being "lazy" is also the result of some kind of untreated medical issue or disorder like ADHD, autism, sleep apnea, etc. or any combination of those. Almost no healthy person would make the choice to sit around doing nothing for years at a time. Treating it like it's some kind of lack of will or moral failing only makes it worse.
Learn more about laziness and realize that you're in the wrong here, check out Laziness Does not Exist for more. Alternatively, do it then, you're not contributing to society anyway?
I know you’ll forget about all of this in a couple of hours, but I want you to know that this won’t ever leave me. I’m sorry for making you feel this way.
I genuinely appreciate it, seriously. I really shouldn’t have gotten as dark as I did in the first place tho, this topic is just a really personal one. And idk, maybe what I said brought up some bad stuff for that guy and he lashed out.
But anyways, you’re awesome, thank you for saying something, it really means a lot.
For what it's worth I don't think you're so bad. It's just the internet innit. I've been told to kill myself lots of times over subpar performance in a video game