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Well there's this guy I bump into and last time I would have sworn he had been waiting for us to see each other again (like myself)... Then doubts kicked in of course. I'm trying to figure out the situation and see what I can do next time, I don't want to creep him out
What goes through your mind when you find a woman attractive and how do you behave? Also, how to keep you thinking about us? (More interested in strangers scenarios, people you bump into occasionally)
I'm not worried, it's just that I didn't expect this... I was actually a bit unprepared. Early 20s I had no sex drive at all compared to now 😳and compared to my peers too, it thought they were animals haha
Ok so would you advise:
- creating a Gmail account for play store and signing up with proton in the apps
- or using the proton email for play store and apps
I recently created a proton mail account after downloading the app from the play store using a Gmail account. Was this a mistake? Also, when using proton mail through other apps downloaded from the play store, will I be indavertently sharing my data with google, defeating the purpose of my switch to proton? I like proton's interface better anyway, but if there's no advantage it might be better to have just two email addresses (Microsoft and Gmail)
What about directly using the proton mail to create the google account?
The thing is I need some apps and I don't know if I'd be able to download them in other ways
Yes I get that, what I mean is, my data would still be safe that way? Even if I'm downloading the apps through google account and play store? And how so?
And what was it about her that made you change your mind at the time?
Have you seen "marriage story"? The song Adam driver sings by the end, "being alive" is my answer to this post. Probably to mine too.
I do feel lonely, that's for sure. I always feel this way, even in my best years I felt lonely and disconnected so it could be something more than this.
It's not really that. I must be confusing cause I don't know myself what it's about. Maybe I need to reflect and understand what I truly want, maybe I'm just jealous and that's all
it doesn’t matter how you installed the app.
This is what I need an explanation on, if anyone can help
Haha yeah I'm frustrated and that's why I'm writing this at all, there's no secret... Well we do agree that one doesn't necessarily need someone to be happy right? And I'm ok with being alone, actually I planned on going like this for a long time. I don't know what is bothering me exactly, maybe I can't express myself.
It's really as if I feel "betrayed", as if we had all agreed we'd make it on our own (in my head apparently) and now I see them coupling and go "oh really, just out of convenience?" It's almost as if I don't understand how they can be happy, but also envy them or at least get bothered if someone I'm interested in is already with someone. And yet I don't want a partner.