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- I'm in a fuck ton of pain right now and need to buy some Benedryl
(TW: Mention of suicide.)
So I can just go the fuck to sleep. Idk. Maybe buy weed or something. My fucking chest feels like it’s full of concrete and my face is almost numb.
This is probably Day 0 of another extreme depression like last year when I (almost) tried to yeet myself.
It’s also my birthday today, I guess.
Either that or like, ordering DoorDash or shopping for a new pair of pants will distract me.
CashApp and Venmo are both allthetimesivedied.
I’m not gonna try and kill myself with Benedryl. I don’t want to see the Hat Man before I leave.
- 30$ fee for a new id please bump
I need 30$ to get a new id so I can work a legal job. If anyone can help out my PayPal is jamiehexjorg@protonmail.com and my Venmo is slimecore420 please bump and any bit helps. Thank you
- I have hit some rough times financially and emotionally from making a sudden cross country move.
I needed to make a fairly sudden move cross country in order to be closer to family. Between moving expenses and securing new housing- I am maxed out on my credit cards and my bank account is empty. Fortunately, I have secured work- however;it doesn’t start for another couple of weeks and I have no way to pay rent or bills for the month. I struggle with an anxiety disorder and I have been making myself physically sick trying to figure out how to get through this period of my life. I have never been good at asking for help but I don’t know what other options I have (I looked at rental assistance programs but there aren’t any in my area for my situation. I would be so grateful for any assistance. Once I am on my feet again- I will absolutely pay this forward 💜
Venmo- https://venmo.com/code?user_id=2728607134777344395
- Spreadsheet of Palestinian Fundraisers to Supportdocs.google.com Operation Olive Branch: "Adopt" a family in need!
FAMILIES Announcements:,<a href="https://forms.gle/GFXYJhTv2BdKq3er7">CLICK HERE TO REFER A FAMILY</a>,LAST UPDATED: 2/16/24 <a href="https://www.gofundme.com/f/escape-from-gaza-help-ibrahims-family-find-safety?utm_campaign=p_cp+share-sheet&utm_medium=copy_link_all&utm_source=customer">HEATING T...
OperationOliveBranch on tiktok has created a spreadsheet of GFMs from Palestinians who are trying to evacuate their families out of Gaza. They are asking folks to adopt a fundraiser to amplify on social media. Here is a way to directly help Palestinians, please support.
- A mental health crisis left me in a dire situation. I'm confident I can dig out of it, but I will need assistance.
I recently got into a very stressful situation in which my mental health got so bad that I made impulsive decisions like quitting my job on the spot and even discarding some valuable belongings because I was in a very "My life is over, and I have no reason to carry on." mentality. I worked through that mental health crisis, I was able to repurchase some of the stuff I threw away, and I'm even getting situated with applying for different jobs. I may be able to go back to work at the place I originally worked, but just in case that isn't the ideal solution, I'm considering multiple options, and I even applied for a job at a place owned and operated by someone I know personally.
Although I'm sure I will be able to get situated back into a job pretty easily, I need assistance for the time being. I have to cover rent that's due on the 1st of March and other expenses in the meantime. I'm concerned with the fact that, by the time I get situated into a new job, the first check for the new job won't hit soon enough for me to put that to my rent for March. I will be getting my last pay from my previous job as well which I cannot properly estimate how much it will amount to, but according to rough math, I believe it will leave me needing ~$400 until I reach the capacity to cover my rent. That paycheck, unfortunately, will only consist of one week (I get paid biweekly) and have less hours on it.
If you would like to support, I have set up a PayPal for an easy way of taking donations.
I appreciate everyone involved here. Thank you.
I will post updates and let you all remain aware of how this all plays out.
Update #1: So far, we've already made an effort to raise $235. That is very significant. I appreciate everyone who pitched in, and I cannot state that enough. Not only does this help my situation get better, but it makes my mood feel lifted knowing that people can care to support me (or one another period) through such rough times. All is appreciated!
Update #2: To supply an update of the amount and my overall situation, the amount increased to $256. Once again, you are all appreciated in your generosity. I spoke with my manager at my job about returning, and she said that she doesn't mind taking me back, but she has to make sure her higher-ups are okay with it. She also noted that she felt something was terribly off because she says it's very out of character for me to do something like quit without notice. She said she will reach out to them and advocate for me.
In the mean time, I'm going in to discuss matters with the place owned and operated by the man I know personally because he will be there in person tomorrow (Saturday, 2/17), and I also have an interview for more places that will take place on the week of Monday, 2/19 to Sunday, 2/25. I'm thinking that I may work two jobs if need be, but if my manager can take me back, then I most likely will stick to that as a primary/sole source of income.
- Posting here this time on a good friends’ behalf
So a close friend of mine has been having back issues the past few months real bad. She thinks it’s something to do with a disc and she’s in a lot of pain so I’ve spent like a full two weeks trying to convince her to see someone for it. But she’s homeless and doesn’t have anything in terms of funds…. She has a brother who lives in another state who is willing to help her out, but it’s still not going to be enough to cover the cost of seeing someone who specializes in the spine…. So I told her I would try to help her with the remaining amount. She hasn’t actually decided yet on where she wants to go to have her back issues looked at, but all of them will require another (as in, in addition to what her brother can put up) $200+ Or so. So if anyone can help us out with this , it would be so much appreciated. She doesn’t have a cash app so I’ll just leave mine;it’s scr33nshot
If you can’t do cashapp I also have a PayPal, so just pm me about that…. Anything you can do will be appreciated immensely by us but obviously especially her. I just feel bad I can’t do more ..
!heart-sickle all u guys
- I'm out of food stamps (and my birthday is in a couple days)
The last thread didn’t do very well. Probably because I wrote a goddamn essay.
I’m out of food stamps. And I’m unsure whether or not they'll be shut off after this month. I’m eating consistently for the first time in years and I don’t want to go back to that Hell.
Venmo is \@allthetimesivedied and my phone is at 2% thanks bye
- Help a Black family raise $700 by Sunday February 11th to prevent homelessnesslinktr.ee Medical crisis is here | TikTok | Linktree
Chronically ill and tired! Buy my art to support medical joirney & living needs
that is their linktree. With their social media and story!
cashapp: beautygoddess147 paypal: Beautygoddess47 Venmo: Bigdaddybri47
I sent $10, can anyone match? (writing posts are hard, please understand haha)
just went through something traumatizing today, but really wanted to spread the word and do something!
I care you all!
- I had an unexpected medical expense, any help would be greatly appreciated
I had to have a minor procedure due to a complication with my chemotherapy port; I was released from the hospital earlier this morning. Unfortunately, this was a highly unexpected expense, and I won’t be paid until the 28th of this month. I am trying to raise some money, about $300, to cover the costs related to the rest of my scheduled medical appointments this month. My CashApp tag is $JackHF84; my Venmo tag is @JackHF84; I also use Zelle and will give my phone number in private messages. (I’m new to CashApp and Venmo, please forgive me if I err.) Thank you in advance.
Incidentally, if anyone knows of any jobs in the Chicago area in the service, restaurant, or retail industries, please let me know, as I will be seeking a second job, probably in the next few weeks. My scans and tests in the hospital were looking good, so I’ll probably be coming off chemo sooner rather than later. My current job is mostly remote and self-directed, so any shift or hours will probably workable for me.
EDIT: Some people have already donated. I don't know how to send messages on Venmo, but thank you and I'll respect your anonymity.
- 10$ for cold meds please?
I'm sick as hell and need to function today I don't get money until Friday but desperately need Robitussin can someone help me out please? My PayPal is jamiehexjorg@protonmail.com and my Venmo is slimecore420
- Overdraft by 20 bucks
I'm over drafted by 19.86$ because I had to buy meds, I know I'm being annoying but can someone help me out please? My PayPal is jamiehexjorg@protonmail.com And my Venmo is slimecore420 Ty all
- $70 hotel fee for Indira
Her account is @indi_gonza on instagram
hello yall, I have been really tired and feel out of it I don't have much to say, I am sorry, I wish I can say something eloquent.
If you wish, you can check out the conversations we have had.
thank you all, see you all soon !meow-hug
(there's a bit more after that, she sent me images of her children who are sick and have red spots on their body :( I guess I just did not want to put it here out of respect)
I am a broke young person and do not know what else I can do, I give when I can and talk to my friends who also, are broke, I guess i am going to go and visit the local soup kitchen and talk to people irl, haha.
- Never done post like this but I'm flat broke right now and just need some help getting through this week.
All my bills hit at once, and needless to say I'm pretty much broke until I get paid next Friday. Any help would be a lifesaver. DM me for venmo, PayPal, etc. Bless 🙌 🙏
- Can someone, as in some one individual chapo, send me $20 so I can get a burrito and a soda?
I feel fucking bad when I post one of these and get like $100 when I just wanted to buy a pencil or some shit. I mean fuck yeah, thank you, but I feel like I’m sucking all the air out of the room for other hexbears who are much more needy, or who are a better cause to donate to.
I also kinda need to buy a pen, and a permanent marker. CashApp/Venmo: $/\@allthetimesivedied. I prefer Venmo.
Btw here’s the hygiene shit I bought, so you know I didn’t just spend it all on OnlyFans & meth:
Not pictured: the two burritos I ate.
Thaaaanks.
- Can someone, as in some one individual chapo, send me $20 so I can get a burrito and a soda?
I feel fucking bad when I post one of these and get like $100 when I just wanted to buy a pencil or some shit. I mean fuck yeah, thank you, but I feel like I’m sucking all the air out of the room for other hexbears who are much more needy, or who are a better cause to donate to.
I also kinda need to buy a pen, and a permanent marker. CashApp/Venmo: $/\@allthetimesivedied. I prefer Venmo.
Btw here’s the hygiene shit I bought, so you know I didn’t just spend it all on OnlyFans & meth:
Not pictured: the two burritos I ate.
Thaaaanks.
- Urgent support for medical professionals in Gaza, organized by Diana Nazzalwww.gofundme.com Urgent support for medical professionals in Gaza, organized by Diana Nazzal
At a time when hundreds of medical personnel continue the daunting task … Diana Nazzal needs your support for Urgent support for medical professionals in Gaza
- Need hygeine supplies, something to eat
I know I said I wasn’t going to post again barring some emergency but idk.
I got woken up by Rapid Response, the fuckers contracted by the city to sweep homeless people’s camps, and in my panic (I started screaming and freaking out again) I left a few things behind, the main thing I remember is my razors, and my hairbrush.
I’m trans/non-binary, and I struggle to look in the mirror and see something other than a gross homeless man, so yeah.
I also haven’t eaten yet, today.
I’m just gonna go ahead and post my things because idgaf anymore. CashApp/Venmo are both allthetimesivedied (so $allthetimesivedied and /@allthetimesivedied).
Thanks.
- Please help need emergency funds to not be homeless please bump
I need to come up with 200$ total for rent. I did a bunch of odd jobs but I just don't have enough or anywhere else to turn to. Please bump and any bit helps. My PayPal is jamiehexjorg@protonmail.com and my Venmo is slimecore420
- Help with groceries for the week?
Our car insurance doubled in price for no discernible reason this month, so we’re several hundred dollars behind compared to where we would normally be (read: absolutely broke for 2 weeks straight). Our cupboards are starting to get bare, especially with some essentials for special dietary needs. We’ve also got kids in the house and they’re getting frustrated with us rationing certain things. Please DM for PayPal, venmo, or cashapp if you can help.
- Oh my fucking God it's her again she needs more money what is it now oh my God
I saw it coming after the day I woke up and started screaming bloody psych ward murder because it was pitch dark and I couldn’t find my phone. I’m being evicted.
Don’t be sad for me though because 1. I fucking hate being a home-bum, as we called it back in the day, not good for my mental health folks, not good; and 2. I literally can just move my shit one block down the street lololol.
But there’s just one problem, and it’s the reason I am here, yet again, and I promise this is the last one for a while barring some emergency, and I mean a real emergency.
I need a backpack.
I was going to order one the other day when someone sent me money, but then I had to buy a headlamp, and order DoorDash (worth it though).
Anyways.
I am also out of food stamps; I made it stretch, but I still have 7 days until my card reloads. And I promise I’ll cool it on the DoorDash.
Aaaaand I’ve been wearing the same pair of pants for uhhh I think two months? With no underwear.
DM me for my Venmo/CashApp.
God I feel like a piece of shit.
Love you fuckers.
Thanks.
- Mutual Aid ask for a friend 🫶🏼(heart hand emoji)
Mutual Aid Ask Disabled, mad, neurodivergent person needs help to avoid getting evicted. They urgently need $2,500 to pay their bills. VENMO @COSMIC-SPACEDUST
Ren is a mad, fat, neurodivergent, and disabled person. They have been recovering from a serious car accident that occurred in February. They suffered multiple injuries that has significantly impacted their ability to work. Ren is in desperate need to help pay their bills - rent, utilities, and for grocery delivery. Please help Ren out. Their rent is due on the lst. Any amount is appreciated. Sharing is appreciated to. Please help us meet our goal. Venmo @cosmic-spacedust End ID. ]
Hello you all 🩷
This is posted on behalf of my friend Ren with permission :), they formerly tried to drag out asking for as long as possible since they thought they would be taking away from others and they know that their situation “isn’t as bad as it could be” and they wanted to exhaust their resources first, which, see as they put out an ask, it is not going so smoothly. Ever since they have contacted me about the rent situation, I have been checking on them daily, anything with be incredibly helpful. Thank you all🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
On another note, I will be posting about unhoused friends in later posts, I am starting to get in selling my arts as a way to try to support more and more consistently to my pals, however I am largely in a lone effort— though we learn and making connections and do over time >:) I will also be open commissions with a friend that would need some support soon! For everything that people send for whatever amount I am very perfectly happy to doodle you something >:))
:)) some doodles from today!
I am kinda intimidated to post here but alas. What is improvement without a first step?
Have a lovely day and see you soon!
- A not-really-very-important message from your favorite dirtbag
To everyone who sent me money: thanks.
This has actually lifted my depression. Temporarily of course, but it’s been a while since I’ve actually wanted to clean my “box” as my friend calls it (this shack I keep almost self-immolating in); since I’ve actually wanted to write something, or whatever. I ACTUALLY STARTED PUTTING THINGS BACK IN MY POCKETS AFTER I USE THEM.
I know I sound like a vapid bitch but having money makes me happy. Having an actual incense holder instead of having to use an empty soda can or whatever makes me happy. Having a lighter that works instead of having to spark a fucked off lighter with another fucked off lighter, so I can maybe spark the torch lighter and get that goin’ for a couple seconds, makes me happy.
So yeah. Thanks.
- I fucking hate asking all the time but I need gloves, and candles/a flashlight
It fucking sucks being homeless without gloves. I make it worse on myself by !wearing these raaangs on my bony and cold-sensitive hands. I got a sick pair the other day and then, of course, I left one of them in this person’s truck, can’t get it back, and I’m not sure where the remaining glove is anyways.
(I also left my bong at this person’s apartment.)
And while I was staying at this person’s apartment, someone ransacked my shack thingie and took my flashlight, and another shitty light. I have literally started screaming and losing my shit fumbling around in the dark looking for things the last few days.
Also candles are aesthetic and make me slightly happier than baseline.
DM me for my Venmo/CashApp. Yes I’ve had those this whole time, I just don’t want you to know who I am.
- Posting here again …. I guess
Fuck me I hate this. But I’m struggling to find ways to make enough money to survive I’d really like to get a motel room for the night as my health currently isn’t great and so being in the cold isn’t helpful But that’s mostly just me being wishful. I’d appreciate any thing whatsoever, you guys are always so helpful even if it’s “just” some words to get me through a bad day. I love you all ..
Cash app is screenshottt (3 t’s)
I’m really hoping this is the last time I’ll ever be posting here
- Good News! Help Still Needed- $1000 needed to connect new trailer
Earlier this month we were able to purchase a community member a trailer home, and are now trying to fundraise money to connect this trailer to the electric grid. You can direct money to $ZitkatosTinCan on CA or @zitkato on ven, or bandsofturtleisland@gmail.com on Paypal. We got a ton going on already this year, and I think we more then proven our ability to do great things with your support, so please support this endeavor to provide basic amenities most people enjoy. The reason we do not have access to this electricity easy or cheaply is due to the design of the Indian Reorganization Act and Allotment Acts (Dawes Acts), and New Deal public works projects like Pick-Sloan Plan which though producing a lot of electricity does not service the reservations it helped undermine the traditional social organizing in river valleys that were flooded. A land grab not for profit, but for public land for public good, to quote the national parks program.
Beyond this goal which we have 45/1000 of we are seeking an additional $800 for either more wood or more nights in the hotel depending on time it takes to get repairs done. We are also trying to get a shipping container for 2500, we have 1121, that will be filled in Toronto by several organization (EcoJust Food Network, Beads Against Fascism, Fellow Travelers, etc) https://www.gofundme.com/f/deliver-wood-coats-supplies-to-pine-ridge?utm_campaign=unknown&utm_content=undefined&utm_medium=referral&utm_source=linktr.ee with a variety of aid to be distributed and then the container will be utilized to store building materials. It will also be used by the permaculture experts who will arrive in March, they will be staying in a Tipi and tents until we can build an A-Frame cabin so the container will also be their main storage. This will be shipped with the help of the org Direct Aid, who also ship more furniture and appliances then what we do in our container, only we dont get to keep their trucks but they handle the brokers and truckers which was a larger barrier to our goals.
There is a lot more going on this year so I recommend following our other social medias while I get better at updating here and participating in the communities. https://linktr.ee/chunkalutanetwork has all of our links, as well as a patreon and liberapay you can join to provide stipends for our organizers across the world (this isnt an exaggeration and we have member in Bulgaria, Germany, Japan, Australia and more!) Our goal is 2k/month this year we are already more than half way there and look how much we accomplished before getting that first 1k. I know there are software engineers and such on here with a lot of money that they probably give to podcasts, well we have a podcast and we do so much more than the average Joe. Help us show a better way, be a part of something amazing
You're gonna regret not supporting sooner!
- Eviction and Moving Assistancewww.gofundme.com Eviction and Moving Assistance, organized by Tora O
Hi! I'm LDDraws, a furry artist living in Melbourne Australia. I've been struck with sudd… Tora O needs your support for Eviction and Moving Assistance
My guy is getting evicted and could use some help
- Hey folks my friends family is in urgent need of help (the same ones we stayed on the property of at pine ridge) if anyone can spare anything that would be great.
https://twitter.com/ChunkaLutaOrg/status/1748767666360504740
- Update: friend got me a burrito last night but I could still hella use some DoorDash credits
Because there is not a chance in Heck that I will even attempt to penguin-walk to *Kroger and back. we are officially past the extreme cold, but now I have to deal with ice and shit. Most of that snow you see here is ossified under a nice candy coating of slippery ice, some of which is almost as hard as rock.
- My grocery money came but I won't have a ride to the store until tomorrow. If anyone could cover like $10 in a grubhub gift card so I could grab a subway sub I'd be grateful.
DM me for my email. Here's Mr. Softie again for your trouble, he says thank you. !penguin-love
- Can someone order me DoorDash?
I’m staying at this motel another night, and I’m subsisting on snacks. It’s lame.
DM me. I’ll tell you the address and what I want (just McDonalds or something).
Thanks.
- $20 For Food
Hi all! Things are getting better but I'm at the end of my money and don't get paid till tomorrow. A little money for food till then would be grand.
Thank you!
CashApp sgriffith0891 Venmo griff0891 PayPal sgriffith0891 at gmail dot com
- Overdrawn by 60$ pls bump
I'm overdrawn and can't afford an overdraft fee. I really need help with this so I can afford to get my ID renewed when I get money on Friday. My PayPal is jamiehexjorg@protonmail.com and my Venmo is Slimecore420 any bit helps! Tysm
- Extreme cold weather for a few days, starting tomorrow evening, trying to prepare
I’m homeless. Originally I was planning on fundraising for a motel room but it’s 5 days, and I feel like that’s just a waste of money. Staying at motels makes me sad anyways.
So I’m going to try to prepare to just weather it out. I have a friend who I can theoretically stay with and I might for a day or whatever but she is really annoying and I had a breakdown last time I stayed with her. And I’d rather just eat shit and die of hypothermia than go to a shelter.
The structure I live in is not ready for this weather. I need tarps (at least two, and they’re like $10-$15 apiece). Most critically I need gloves and a ski mask. It would be nice to have socks and underwear but these aren’t exactly mission critical.
Because I’m stupid I need a new camp stove; I’d like to get a butane stove because propane smells like eating ass, and those are I think $40 at H Mart. Something to cook noodles in would be nice too.
Lastly I need a burrito ($10-$13). I’m out of food stamps. And I want a burrito.
I’m using a friend’s CashApp. $1talove
If you need Venmo or PayPal info, DM me, I still have to ask if she has those.
Wasn’t going to post another one of these, if not for the insane weather. Thanks.
- We did it
Here https://gofund.me/3e75a0c6 is a link to a current winter drive, part of the money is intended to get land for the organization to hold in trust and steward. Leo is a big source of where we are buying the land as he does not want to sell to /just/ anybody, and trusts us as we have saved his life already before. We still need to raise about $1700 to buy a 2 bedroom trailer home with free hauling to location, in return for a parcel of land. This is overall more than a 15k dollar value and I really hope one of you tech bro types see whats happening here. There is a lot of good places to use your ill gotten wealth specifically on NDN land. If you make more than 2k a year you make more than the average person on my reservation, we are bringing several jobs this year with the help of the Nation of Hawai'i, and helping with some incredible historical achievements as well that you will read about. I can confidently say that. So be apart of something bigger than whats on offer because we will move mountains this year, especially as the people become our mountains. Our governing documents will release this year along with our website but if youre holding out then I recommend just actually investigating our social media listed on linktr.ee/chunkalutanetwork also just so you know this isnt like hes comfortably sleeping on someones couch. We were only just able to get him a cot and he sleeps everynight in a snow suit like he's going to chop wood. He deserves a home
- Spare $25 in a grubhub gift card so I can get dinner for a couple days?
Title. I'm only accepting gh gift cards, sorry. If you can help I'd really appreciate it. Pic unrelated, but I figured everyone needs a little Mr. Softie love.
- URGENT BY TUESDAY! Car Troubles need 600
Our organizers on Pine Ridge are in need of $600 to make some much needed repairs for the used car they were able to buy after the heater in their old vehicle broke; if anyone is extra wealthy and feeling kind they also could use a break from keeping a fire going all night to survive. So we are trying to raise an additional 500 to get several rooms for a few nights for the 15 people staying in their home right now. I think this is a worthwhile donation for anyone who sees the work we have been doing here
I brought a 20' Uhaul full of stuff and they're already done distributing everything but the wood, which we are also fundraising gas to pay for the delivery and chopping of the wood with a chainsaw as a major storms rolls in. The only opening for the mechanic is Tuesday so please help our endeavors in keeping people alive. Please send donations to $ZitkatosTinCan on CA, @zitkato on ven, bandsofturtleisland@gmail.com for Paypal, or join our liberpay or Patreon listed at linktr.ee/chunkalutanetwork to sustain our efforts more consistently. This is a big year and trust me you'll see why as time permits me to update
- Graphics help requested: making a progress bar for the theory club
I am working hard on a book club over on /c/theory trying to help comrades read through Das Kapital volumes 1-3
It seems daunting, but is actually a finite slog that will definitely be accomplished provided you keep putting on foot in front of another.
So I'm trying to keep comrades motivated in any way possible. I was thinking some visual progress indicator like the mock-up attached would help motivate and stimulate comrades. Can anyone make such a thing for me?
- Looking for household money
We don't have a ton of needs this month, just more than I'm comfortable with. Fortunately I'm not smoking cigs anymore so we're doing better than normal, but our nephew has a serious eye issue where his pupils are constantly shaking. We're trying to get him into an appointment later this month. Any help is appreciated. Other people on here are in much worse spots than I am, if I'm being honest my situation isn't anywhere near as time sensitive as this is. Some people posting on here are facing homelessness. I am not, I'm just trying to make the downpayment for my kid to get seen for his eyes. So if someone else posts and you're in a giving mood, you should probably give it to them. I feel awkward making posts about childcare needs here, but I also feel like making sure the kids get the treatment they need is one of the few things that always pays off.
My cashapp is @thenewcashtag
- Help From My Friends
Well I made it 20 days without having to ask for help here, but it's that time again. I could just use a little bump for toilet paper and some food. I'm not going to make rent on the 1st but my apartment complex said they can give me until the 15th to pay without filing eviction paperwork. I'll have to pay late fees but that still helps. Looks like I'm getting my raise to 14 an hour starting next Saturday, I believe. And I've already been told I'll have 40 hours the week starting the 13th, as I'll be covering for someone.
But for now I'm still behind and struggling. I appreciate all your help, my friends. ~$20 should do me for now.
Edit: all taken care of!
I hope you're all doing well!
- Last fucking time for a while I swear to Chapo
I’m homeless, and I’m trying to get my life back together (trying to get the wherewithal to call the DMV about the ID they were supposed to send me, trying to get the wherewithal to call this detox center) but there are a lot of days where I’m like “Fuck it” because I’m chronically starving and probably going to die before this time next year. I’ve actually been starting to eat better, and I have this insane theory that maybe I won’t be depressed if I eat at least 2,000 calories a day. Unfortunately, testing that theory cost me the heart of my neighborhood New Seasons, which I stole a bunch of shit from yesterday.
I also want to buy a fresh change of clothes so I can take a shower. I like being able to dress nice. I used to get complements about my fit all the time before I just completely let myself go.
And I’m fucking sad rn. You’d think, being a drug addict (I’m not scamming you to buy drugs), that would be my escape but no, it's shopping and throwing money at the wall. One time I booked an Uber because I had to take a shit at 1AM and the nearest unlocked porta-potty was too far away to walk but I’m not gonna spend your money on dumb shit. I’m going to buy a burrito, some fresh clothes, and some supplies. I’m going to kick a small “transaction fee” to the person who owns the CashApp account I’ve been having you guys send to, $ThePenitent, because they barely make enough for groceries after rent, and they have a kid.
(One time, when I was making bank panhandling to college kids in a city I’ve since left behind, a friend with a house and a job asked to borrow $20. I felt like a fucking gangster.)
If you want, I’ll be happy to send images of receipts as proof I’m not spending your money on drugs. If you DM me your concerns, I will keep it all confidential.
I might do like an AMA in return.
Also, my friend’s PayPal is http://paypal.me/lizo9.
Thanks.
Also in return, here’s a picture of my best friend, Creamsicle, and this neighborhood cat I’ve been befriending, whose name I just found out, is Gregory:
Last night I was like “Who the fuck names a cat Gregory” but looking at him now, yeah, I see it.