I’ve been trying to tell people this for the longest time, but I feel like I have such a special connection to music
Like I genuinely feel if I’ve heard a song enough times, I can repeat it in my head and still get the same enjoyment as actually listening to it. Maybe everyone can do that idk
But I do know that the only thing I don’t have is speed, otherwise I’d basically have perfect pitch 🥲
there are so many amazing talented people out there. if only we had a system dedicated to human flourishing instead of profit
I am, somehow, less interested in the weight and convolutions of Einstein's brain than in the near certainty that people of equal talent have lived and died in cotton fields and sweatshops.
That’s your mind’s ear! It can be more vivid or less vivid depending on the person. Neat trick I learned in college that everyone in the room could do (we were all musicians, so may be biased). You can take any melody and hear it as a different instrument. You can make yourself hear it as a flute or as a guitar or as a trumpet. And getting good at this skill can make it so you can hear entire fully harmonized orchestras in your head on command. It’s wild.
Edit: I suppose the specific instruments you can hear would be culturally dependent just because of frequency of exposure. Like I’m pretty good at hearing a full metal band playing including what effects are on what instruments, but I have a hard time imagining a duduk play a simple melody.
No one is tone deaf. Matching pitch is a skill that can be learned (actually it’s 3 separate skills and you may already be good at 1 or 2 of them without knowing). I studied voice in college and saw a fellow student go from being unable to match pitch to being one of the most sought after singers in our class. It just takes practice and usually a patient teacher who knows what exercises will help.
For me it's torturous sometimes because I'll hear 5 seconds of a song in a grocery store or something, and the rest of the day I'm listening to a Celene Dion song on repeat.
This happened to me early yesterday and it drove me crazy as my brain wouldn't stop replaying the 5 seconds the whole goddang day until i found out what it was and played it. Twice. Stupidass brain
I have had this last for years. Perfectly hearing the same 5 seconds of a song I can't remember the name of until I randomly hear the phrase like 2 years later
I have aphantasia and no inner monologue. Unfortunately the only times I can "hear" music in my mind is when it's stuck in my head and manages to repeat so loudly it breaks out of my silent thoughts
I sincerely wonder what it's like for you to play Disco Elysium, if you have, because the game's narration is basically loud simulated internal monologue.
For me, yes, it can get that noisy, even intrusive.
Can't speak on that game in particular but I will say that I fucking love games where I can hear the protagonists thoughts. Dishonored comes to mind, especially the second one.
Beyond that, I can force an inner monologue if I'm focused enough, and it comes around on its own occasionally when I'm writing (like right now because I'm so conscious of it lol) so my head isn't as silent as some people's, but certainly not as loud as most
I have a pretty good mind's ear too, not perfect though. I also have perfect* pitch and also audio-visual synesthesia, I see music as colors in my head. One of my favorite things to do is play covers of song on piano by ear. I'm also autistic. Music is just so cool.
(* there are different levels of absolute/perfect pitch and mine isn't the best, I'm not really able to identify complex jazz chords or individual notes in large stacks of notes for example, but other people with perfect pitch can)
I pretty much always have music playing in my head whether I want it or not. Too bad I'm not trained in music at all to be able to take advantage of it