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  • Thank you so much for sharing these thoughts. It seem like you came to some very important realizations and I hope to get closer to them too. Axe throwing sounds fun!! I like learning new stuff and solo sports and spend most of my freetime doing that.

  • depression_now! @lemmy.world alyth @lemmy.world
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  • Aw that sounds so good! I hope your kiddo enjoys the trip, grocery shopping was always the highlight of my week when I was young =) Thank you so much and I hope you have an even better week!!

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  • Hi Zerlyna!

    I really appreciate you commenting to check on me. It honestly made me feel very cared for and I'm immensely grateful - thank you!

    I'm very happy to report that life has gotten a lot better since I made this post.

    1. I stopped talking to and caring about my ex. When the relationship ended, I felt like I woke up in a new world which I hated at first, but now I've grown to love it.

    2. I made a very close friend. I used to think I could never trust anyone this deeply again. But it turns out I met a new person and we care about each other a lot. I really enjoy every exchange we have and I'm so glad that the feeling is mutual.

    3. I can hardly believe it - but I have a crush (a different person than 2). Like 2, she's also someone I met recently and our daily conversations are so fun and effortless. I'm expecting a no when I ask her out, but that's okay! Merely knowing that I'm capable of these feelings again shocked me.

    4. I'd been talking about interpersonal improvements so far, but for myself, I realized that I don't care about spending the rest of my life here anymore. I need to go on an adventure. I feel like I'm finally able to focus on spending the time I've been given on this earth on my own journey.

    To summarize, I think I'm finally learning the art of letting go and I'm building up meaningful relationships.

    That's enough yapping from me! I almost feel bad for talking this much about myself. I'm sorry to hear about your bad day. Please feel free to share if there is anything on your mind, you are always welcome to . If you'd rather not, that's just as fine and I genuinely hope that positive things are just around the corner for you too. Thanks again for your check-in and good wishes, I genuinely appreciate you a lot and wish you just the same.

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  • depression_now! @lemmy.world alyth @lemmy.world
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    Change up your routine. Find new hobbies. Meet new people. Learn new things. 2-6 weeks later, I feel once again that this is a complete waste of energy. Nothing I've ever done in my life has ever amounted to anything. I always return to this point. Just one more cycle, right? Just one more, haha? Just keep trying, right? This is all totally going to get better, right?

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    Does anyone else just not have friends their age?

    I'm 25 now. My friends are either 18-19 or 45-60 with nothing in between. It's been like this my whole life.

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    que
  • I asked my friend from Morocco. He says the cat is asking for mouse flavored "Jumbo". Jumbo is a brand of stock cubes which normally come in flavors like beef, chicken or lamb. The shopkeeper replies "que" in Spanish which means "what?"

  • depression_now! @lemmy.world alyth @lemmy.world
    Y'all got any more of them life goals

    I don't

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    depression_now! @lemmy.world alyth @lemmy.world
    I have hobbies, but nothing is fun. It's like being in a hospital, you do things to pass the time.

    Thoughts?

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    Why is it so easy to avoid nettles as an adult?

    As a kid I would get stung by nettles all the time. Like, how stupid was I?

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    Sarajevo & moi - PILLS (2023, Electropop)
    sarajevoetmoi.bandcamp.com Sarajevo & moi - PILLS

    Sarajevo & Moi * PILLS** musique - Sarajevo & Moi (choeurs: Isabelle Desbiens)* actrice - Sophie Pouliot* scénario - Michel Mercier* Image Drone - Martial F...

    Sarajevo & moi - PILLS

    Previous posted to Lemmy as an unidentified song. https://lemmy.world/post/14659357

    Known in the Lostwave community as "Find the Switch": Find the Switch on WatZatSong

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    Qu'est-ce que ça veut dire, cette phrase : «J’ai pu l’cœur à la fête»

    J'ai entendu les paroles suivantes dans la chanson Dorothy's Blues par Myriam Gendron

    > Derrière ma fenêtre > J’ai pu l’cœur à la fête > Je r’garde les papillons > Autour de ma maison

    Mais je ne comprends pas cette phrase: «J’ai pu l’cœur à la fête». Quelqu'un pourrait l'expliquer s.v.p.?

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    Buy Canadian @lemmy.ca alyth @lemmy.world
    Where can I buy good kitchen knives in Canada?

    I have a friend in Canada whose birthday is just around the corner. They mentioned how their kitchen knives suck. I'd like to order them a whetstone, sharpener and/or a new set of knives. Are there any shops or brands that you recommend?

    I'm not in Canada, so ideally I'd buy the item online and have it delivered to my friend.

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    Eliza McLamb - Glitter (2023, Official Video, Warning Flashing Content)

    Warning: The first twenty seconds of the music video feature flashing content. Here is a timestamped link to the video that skips past the flashing sequence.

    View the lyrics or purchase the track on Bandcamp

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    Just had a job interview. I didn't know that anti-stress balls are single use

    Image description: Top view of a carpet. Shreds of an anti-stress ball that has been ripped apart are strewn over the carpet.

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    aphex twin rule

    Image description of the meme: Two panels. First panel: Patrick from the TV show Spongebob Squarepants sits in the audience, raises his hand and asks "Is a chair an instrument?" Second panel: Squidward stands on stage. His head has been modified to be the face of Aphex Twin grinning. The face is the same as on the cover art of the album I Care Because You Do

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    depression_now! @lemmy.world alyth @lemmy.world
    Is everything pointless now or am I just not trying hard enough?

    I used to play games, but now I only think about the time I'm wasting. I used to like food, but now I only think about how many calories are in it. I'd rather watch a TV show I've seen a million times than watch anything new. I read about a book a month but the minutes before I pick up the page feel like procrastinating a shower when the hot water is busted. I did a lot of exercise this week but now I'm left wondering if it was really worth the oxygen.

    It.. didn't used to be like this. I'd be happy just going to school, playing games until way too late, talking to my online friends and doing the same thing the next day. Maybe it's because back then I had graduation in mind as a long term objective. But now, the only certainty left for me is the inevitable fate of every living creature. I'm lonely. At school you're forced to meet the same 30-100 people every day, but I've never been worth going out of anyone's way. I have almost no social contacts that charge my battery rather than deplete it.

    I feel like I should keep trying new things. But honestly, all that's good in my life was given to me by chance (or a deity if you believe in one). Every time I have actively tried to better things it either changed nothing or made things worse. I'm so tired.

    Has anyone "been there" and turned the ship around?

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    Hiker dies in cow herd charge in Austrian Alps
    www.freemalaysiatoday.com Hiker dies in cow herd charge in Austrian Alps

    The woman was with her two daughters and two dogs when the incident happened.

    Hiker dies in cow herd charge in Austrian Alps

    A hiker in the Austrian Alps died when a herd of cows charged her, while her two daughters survived with injuries [...]. The woman was on a hike with her two daughters [...] and two small dogs yesterday [...] in the Salzburg region when the cow herd charged [...]. “It is still not clear what happened,” a police spokesman [said].

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    Books @lemmy.world alyth @lemmy.world
    What are your favorite openings to a book?

    In an interview with recently deceased author Paul Auster, he says the following:

    > When I was 9 or 10, my grandmother gave me a six-volume collection of books by Robert Louis Stevenson, which inspired me to start writing stories that began with scintillating sentences like this one: “In the year of our Lord 1751, I found myself staggering around blindly in a raging snowstorm, trying to make my way back to my ancestral home.”

    This encouraged me to browse my bookshelf and search for those scintillating first sentences. As it turns out, many of the books that I loved the most really do pack a punch before the end of their first paragraph. Here's my personal selection. Unlike Auster's example, the ones I am sharing do not immediately drop you in the middle of the action, as the number of adventure books on my bookshelf is marginal. However, I do feel they capture a lot about the protagonist and set the tone for the novel.

    I would love for you to share yours.

    The Brooklyn Follies by Paul Auster: > I was looking for a quiet place to die. Someone recommended Brooklyn, and so the next morning I traveled down there from Westchester to scope out the terrain.

    Moon Palace by Paul Auster: > It was the summer that men first walked on the moon. I was very young back then, but I did not believe there would ever be a future.

    The Catcher In The Rye by J.D. Salinger > If you really want to hear about it, the first thing you'll probably want to know is where I was born, what my lousy childhood was like, and how my parents were occupied and all before they had me, and all that David Copperfield kind of crap, but I don't feel like going into it, if you want to know the truth.

    The Fall and Rise of Reginald Perrin by David Nobbs > When Reginald Iolanthe Perrin set out for work on the Thursday morning, he had no intention of calling his mother-in-law a hippopotamus.

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    Spotted this shirt at a second-hand shop

    A sand colored shirt with the following text printed on it: "You never know the day she has maybe that's a date with destiny and it's best to be as pretty as possible for desginy"

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    Andersen's Missing Bell - Sometimes (2024)

    Andersen's Mising Bell is a melancholic alternative rock band based in Quebec city. Inspired by bands like Manchester Orchestra, The Hotelier, Death Cab For Cutie and Radiohead, the band defines itself by its explosiveness and vulnerability.

    Bandcamp

    I won’t ever get a house I won’t ever feel secure I won’t ever be something more

    So just give up already You’ve got better things to do Then listen to a lost cause

    ‘Cause everyone can be replace And nobody’s special Sometimes I would just rather

    Get hit by a car I’d feel so much better Sometimes I would just rather Get hit by a car I’d feel so much better Well, sometimes I would just rather

    No I’m not worth your time (Not worth my time) And I hope that you leave As soon as you can (As you can)

    And I won’t even try (Won’t even try) To keep you in my life ‘Cause I’m hurting you Yeah I’m hurting you so bad (You’re hurting me so bad)

    ‘Cause I never talk (Never talk) And I never smile I can’t cope with my mind (With my mind)

    So I’ll go back (Go the fuck away) To where I belong All alone in my queen sized bed (Queen sized bed)

    I’m not worth your time (Not worth my time) And I hope that you leave As soon as you can (As you can)

    And I won’t even try (Won’t even try) To keep you in my life ‘Cause I’m hurting you Yeah I’m hurting you so bad (You’re hurting me so bad)

    ‘Cause I never talk (Never talk) And I never smile I can’t cope with my mind (With my mind)

    So I’ll go back (Oh please go the fuck away) To where I belong All alone in my queen sized bed (Queen sized bed)

    Sometimes I’d just rather Sometimes I’d just rather

    Get hit by a car I’d feel so much better Sometimes I would just rather Get hit by a car I’d feel so much better Well, sometimes I would just rather

    Get hit by a car Get his by a car And fly (and die) And fly (and die)

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