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  • Just thinking today about how trans people have been more friendly and helpful to me than my own flesh and blood family has ever been. Imagine being a transphobe and punching down on people that have beautiful hearts. Couldn't be me (plus kill all transphobes).

  • I know it's a dead end but some days more than others I really resent that I wasnt just born a cis girl. Like I know I've felt this way for so long. Like since I was a kid. But it really does just kinda suck. I like being trans for sure though it's just.. it's so much work and I feel like I missed so much

  • I can't wrap my mind around someone being wierd about a trans person being a lesbian. Like who wouldn't want to be femme and date femme people?? That seems natural to me. I can't understand why someone would want something else. So you like how women look but don't want to look that way yourself? Oookay.

  • Pride coinciding with the southern hemisphere's darkest mouths means myself and everyone i care about is really going through it right now. Yay

  • So my visit went great. That clinic is incredible and the Dr was amazing. It was overwhelmingly queer hahaha. Several different pride flags were hug up, and the fence outside was painted in pride colors.

    They also run a tight ship. Which was great since I was extremely anxious. I had to be buzzed in, they had a strict no phones out in the lobby policy, and I'm guessing the appointments are staggered because I didn't see any other patient there. Though I could hear other patients come and go from other exam rooms. They even had a separate, secluded parking area and entrance from the rest of the medical building complex thing they are attached too.

    I did the usual front counter check in stuff, then I was immediately taken to an exam room to wait. All of the staff introduced themselves with pronouns, and they were so nice. All in all 10/10 worth the wait.

  • I should post more often. I still have unbearable posting anxiety so maybe if I challenge myself to make one post a day here, I'll actually follow through. My therapist wants me to journal more and this counts, right?

    In other news, I go to the HRT Dr in 48 hours. It's a bit of a drive from my house, but it's a trans/NB owned clinic that employs nothing but trans/NB people. It's taken 4 months to get an appointment, but the day is nearly here.

    • I always like seeing you post!

      Stick around

    • You gotta POST

      Damn I want that fucking clinic tho

      • I'm pretty lucky to have it. It's not exactly close, but it's better than any of the alternatives. It just takes a loooooong time to get an appointment since they are a pretty small clinic, and they vet their calls heavily. It took 3 months to get a response, and then another 6 weeks for the soonest appointment. But the wait is nearly over.

  • just got all my trans girl essentials in the mail: Skirt, panties, bralette, IPL, Julia Serrano literature, cute tank tops, the works

    • Good luck!

      It may take you a minute to find the fashion that works for you, so don't get discouraged if you don't like something!

  • Not even out of the house today and already feel like crap. Got dressed, looked at myself in the mirror, instantly crushed with the dysphoria hammer.

    Determined to make it to pride but the outfit I had saved for today is gonna haveta wait for another day when I can bear to look at myself.

  • I bought a couple cute trans pride enamel pins to put in my hat. Also got a couple of demi/ace pride pins for my hubby as a surprise. I got my meds today as well.

  • i feel like girl rotting today, which is weird because i never had the urge or feeling of doing that before starting HRT. progress I guess?

  • Hello everyone!!! I hope everyone will have a great week, and a happy pride!!! Much love πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°

  • shit i combusted in my magic flight launch box fuck

    now i'm way higher than i planned to be because i had to ghost the smoke so it wouldn't stink up the whole stinkin' house and i'm reading hvac medical research papers about how odorant particles disperse based on room pressure. the taste of this pineapple hi-chew is making me feel like i've done dxm

    anyway i was hiking the other day and came across these beetles i haven't seen before getting freaky on a reishi mushroom, which they also call hemlock varnish shelf around here. the dust on it is s p o r e s

    looked up the beetles when i got home and get this: "pleasing fungus beetles." that's what they're called.

    are you kidding me

    who comes up with this stuff?

  • need to redistibute the stolen wealth of the global north like i need to redistribute this fat from my waist to my ass

  • Having incredible health anxiety. I unfortunately contracted symptomatic genital hpv, and I can't like relax or anything. I am deathly afraid of spreading it all over my body (I know this is unlikely). I am constantly convincing myself that I am getting warts here or there, it's really driving me insane :(. Now I'm convincing myself I am having a mouth herpes outbreak because my lip in one part is very very slightly red. I wish my brain wasn't like this. I wish I could just relax -.-

    • I struggled with health anxiety for years. It's so fucking hard, especially when the health issue is real.

      I feel for you. Just try to keep doing what your doing and reminding yourself of the reality of the situation instead of the worst case scenario you keep replaying in your head. It's not real.

  • I can feel myself withering. I'm only like a month removed from heavy psychic damage due to [freakish queer book], and already I feel I will waste away if I do not engage in something fucking gay.

    I snuck up on wifey and pulled her into a long, deep kiss, very nice. However I think I need to read some gay shit too...

    • Uhhhh I got it, I'm such a geniouse, I stared headlong into my ereader, and there it was: The Art of Growing by Jacqueline Ramsden, Lily Seabrooke's (demi)girlfriend. OF COURSE,

      I went on a fuckin adventure to gather books with enbies in em a few months ago!! And here is the standard-issue fluffy gay romance novel, from the partner of one of my favourite fluffy gay romance novel authors!!! Stand the fuck back!!

    • The way you keep mentioning this book and how it put you out of commission for a month is making it call to me like dark eldritch knowledge.

      I wonder what it is and what horrors it holds

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