Bargaining

For me its like:
Me: "Hey I used to love video games, let play video games"
Brain: "No you don't like video games, they are boring. Also, nothing is fun, don't try doing anything"
Me: cries in a corner
- Same
  
  Same here.
  I used to get super excited for Steam summer sales because I played all the games in my library.
  But now my library is full of games that I haven't played, and I keep telling myself that I don't want to buy new games since they'll end up sitting there like the ones already in my library
- Sounds like depression.
  
  Yep, that's how I know by now a depressive episode is coming on.
  Recognizing them earlier helps me to give myself a mixture of slack and forced "that's good for you so do it fucker" that usually gets me through them quicker and with less collateral damage than just waiting them out.
- I dunno what you play or how, but try playing blind (no looking up solutions), and not try to not min/max the game. Both of those take the fun out of the game really fast.
  
  For me it was the opposite. Whenever I tried some game and I didn't have luck it got boring. But passing it with god-power cheats was fun. Hell, I had most fun with GTA-SA after going through the game with cheats and then blowing up everything and everyone and spawning random vehicles to either use or blow up as well.
  I probably spent the most time with train and planes. Also I think car mods, I don't remember it that well anymore. Yeah, I think there was that mod garage near train station, definitely. That was a lof of fun too.
  For me, cheats made 95% of the fun.
  
  But isn't playing "blind" the standard way to beat a game?

Executive dystfunction is a symptom of ADHD and one that I have a hard time explaining to others. Most people I know don’t understand that even if I actually want to do something, sometimes I literally just can’t start doing it or I have to do weird shit like this to like talk myself into it.
Getting medicated helps a lot if you find the right meds. Honestly the current meds I’m on don’t help as much with focus, but they do help with just being able to fucking do shit and that’s the greater benefit in my opinion. The fact I can just think “oh I should do the dishes” and then start doing the dishes without having to think about doing it for half an hour before starting is still mind blowing to me sometimes.
- I'm pretty severe ADHD and my wife has it too. Honestly unless someone either has ADHD or has had someone important in their life with it I'm not sure they truly understand executive disfunction.
  
  Autist checking in, its a big problem for many of us too.
  Yesterday I discovered a new tactic for the stuff I had been putting off all year. I started getting so angry at the fact that ive been putting myself though agony all year over some tasks that would take a few hours I nearly saw red.
  I powered through them in about 4 hours, and I probably spent 400 hours agonizing over them.
  I dubbed it ragetasking
  Not healthy but it worked, not sure if I can harness it again haha
- Yeah this is the biggest thing that drove me to get diagnosed. I just wasn't doing anything I enjoyed because I couldn't get myself to do it. I would just watch YouTube instead. Now when I'm medicated I actually do the stuff that I'm interested in.
  
  Fuck I might have to get myself checked then.
- Yeah, it's weird explaining to people that every fiber of my being is screaming "DO THE THING" but something just gets...stuck along the way and I spend like 30-60 minutes hyping myself up to complete a 5 minute task.
- Just to add for anyone reading, and I'm not diagnosing anyone, ADHD shares a ton of symptoms with anxiety, depression, autism, and C/PTSD. It's also common to have multiple of those at once with a compounding effect.
  I've always had a mild level of executive function difficulty(presumed ADHD, undiagnosed) but then i had acute anxiety+depression and saw how bad it can get. The comic is a story of the one good day you might get in a week.

“What’s the point” aka living while depressed

I wish it worked for me as easy as that.

As if I need to shower to play video games
- Not me!

I feel seen

If my brain could talk.
Oh wait...
- Yo, your brain is talking wtf

When you stare blankly at your steam library unable to pick a game as you know you the dopamine farms dried up.
- I just go through running a game I think is interesting so it's at the top of my recently played and just go back to playing Ark.

My partner is gonna be thrilled when she gets home and smells that I showered today even though I have the day off and it’s raining outside. Breaking a three day streak. If I didn’t feel kinda sick (caught from her being much worse), I might not have bothered, but I wanted the steam to help with sinuses.
- Username checks out ;-)

This is how adulting works.

Can't relate
- Agreed. My brain is me. There is no me at my side. I am one. I also don't play much videogames. But I do tend to procrastinate on showers, so there's that.

I shower when my hair gets itchy

The fact shit like this is possible is why I believe we are more than just the brain.
If we were only the brain, we couldn't argue with it. If we were just the body, we couldn't be at odds with it. We would merely be slaves to our impulses, the fact that we aren't is all the proof I need.
- There's nothing dictating that your brain needs to have one decisive opinion. It's just a bunch of nerve cells firing due to stimuli. Some of those nerve cells can be firing one thing and others can be firing another thing. To my knowledge, they actually do that quite regularly, and then if there's a particularly strong firing, it'll serve as a stimulus for more firings, which typically leads to some sort of 'consensus' in our head, e.g. most of the parts of a memory that got encoded into the nerve cells being fired off.
  At this point, I am just spitballing, but I imagine, if you've got very many external stimuli or also barely any like in the comic, then the brain isn't pushed towards such a consensus-firing, so then the internal stimuli from one thought stimulating a different thought may just kind of ping-pong in your head.
- Apparently we are actually two brains. And one half can't talk. But does make choices on its own that can disagree with the other half.
  Something they used to do is cut the connecting tissue between the two brain half's. People who have had that happen have explain how the difference sides of their bodies will sometimes disagree with the other. And when that happens the talking half might come up a really non sensical reasoning to why it did what it did.
  CGP Grey did a video on it. And if you search split brains you can probably find more. There an interview with someone on YouTube I watched a long time ago.
  
  True, but I'm still not convinced that there isn't a brain mind separation.
  
  I've taken a few classes that touched on this concept. Most interesting to me is the concept of the two halves seemingly being secular vs deist, essentially. Now I'm wondering if the deist half is the "nonsensical" side, as you described.